How many days does it take to start a habit?
I forget, I think this is more than a habit, I think it's nature. How do you deny nature? I think that you don't.
Perhaps its wanting what you don't have, that irresistible temptation is too much perhaps? Humans will bring their own demise. Yes. Undoubtedly.
I can feel my grip starting to loosen again from everyone else around me. I miss you all. Truly.