Christ-Mas

I am trying to be straight haired Patrice. It's weird, even my co workers at the credit union agree its a more conservative Patrice. Which ultimately is a bad thing. I tried on a new Patrice mask that I don't know if I like, pardon my pathetic attempt to escape, but I figured it attempt-worthy. I will be curly haired Patrice sooner than later.

Funny thing- I ran into Coffee Guy at Tattered Cover. Coffee guy from when I was 14 years old! Ironically, he is still working at a coffee shop, he must be the best barista ever. We have quite a history considering I hit on him when I was 15 years old at the Aurora Mall. Really- he saw me transform as a girl through my band shirt and vans to the other day when he saw me in a dress and heels. We hugged and exchanged numbers, it was good to see him, essentially good to see someone from my past.

Germany this summer may not go as swimmingly as I had planned. After calculating the exchange rate the trip comes out to about $3,000
including, everything plus spending money. Unfortunately very steep for my sister and I, already I have about 900 saved but that is never going to accumulate to the amount I need. It just plain sucks because that's what I was looking forward to, my little escape from life.

I kind of offered Rashad a move-in opportunity in January, mostly out of my own feelings of lonliness. I am rethinking it though, seeing as it will be a huge cock-block for me. I know this is a self fish thing to say,but, this is the time in my life where I need to be self fish! Right?!